A pleasant surprise is in store for you

That's my fortune message for today.
Should i be happy?
Should i be excited?
or maybe feel better?
Hmm.. I'm not sure.
Most of the time, i hate surprises.
It's make me feel bad about myself, it's make me weak.
I lost my confident, and everything that i thought I did right, seems to be ALL wrong.
What usually happen after that is a lot of swearing and hating.
Not to anyone else but me.
What to do, after all I have only have myself to blame.
Right? Wrong? Why?
Haih....I'm confuse....let's discuss it over a cup of expensive tea which I don't need at all?
Anyone? No one?
I'll go alone.