senyum je lebih tapi dalam hati meraung raung like crazy.
i get what i need but not what i want.
i should be grateful but im not.
tak habis2 with prob. no money broke hell.
then prob with people around me.
then bila i decided to ignore all that shit.
masalah lain timbul and i cant even talk to anyone about it.
i dont know how to explain myself.
i really need to talk to someone about this but no one is available.
no one trust me no one wants to listen to me.
i just miss u. i wish life is simpler than this.
its just another 19 days to go.
can i just sleep and wake up after 19 days?
ya allah
im in pain.
help me.
seriously. help me.
