Pelupa

Imagine this,

you are half way to KLCC from Cyberjaya via MEX Highway.
You passed the Seri Kembangan exit then you started thinking whether you want to shop or eat first.
But suddenly you remember you just had nugget before leaving the house.

Thennnnnn,,,, you started to wonder if you turn off the stove you use to fry the nugget!!
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Know what I had to do? I have to go back to Cyberjaya using Bukit Jalil exit just to find that it's already turned off.

So that is the day I took 2 hours to go to KLCC.

I know I am forgetful. I thought I have recover this sickness by training myself when Hamim was away for 3 months.

I used to 'lost' my phone on daily basis. Wake up at night to check if I lock my car.
Check if I lock my back door few times at night. Check to see if marshmallow(snake) still in her terrarium. I even forgot that I missed my period on Nov last year which result to only realizing I am pregnant at the end of my 1st trimester.

And sometime I forgot if it's 7 in the am or in the pm.

Worse of all, I forgot which rakaat I am in.

I must train myself again to get rid of this sickness. If you see me talk to myself just ignore me. That is how I train myself. And I hope this method still work.

Btw, I am on my 26th week. 1 more week to go to complete month 6.

ps: hamim bought baby towel from Uchino - Isetan with embroidery of our child name.
I know we excited. who doesn't.

Month 5+

Just got back from babymoon and everything is getting clearer now.

Besides baby stuff, we have start preparing for my own confinement care too.
I have decided to pantang on my own with the help of confinement agency in the comfort of my own home. Hamim have been supportive of this decision and actually has set aside some budget for this.

We have discuss arrangement for the the daily 44 days pantang care. From the timing of the confinement ladies session to care for baby and myself, to daily pantang menu and visiting time of families and friends. Yes, to that very detail.

Hamim has also bought me bengkung set from Happikido for my use. Even I think its still early to buy it. He went to Isetan KLCC during sale and bought modern barut, mitten and booties at sale price (like seriously cheap but good quality). He even bought bottles after recommendation and research on which is the best - apparently comotomo is the best and they say some babies even reject mimijumi.

So far we got most of the item we can think of and my pregnancy journey has been an easy one - alhamdulilah. I think I have never been this thankful in my life.

Seriously, I do wish I know the things that I have done right to deserve this blessing. Cause I know I have not been the best person to people around me.